Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Paranoia

Exposition: I work at a university library in the South. There are certain areas in this library that are dedicated quiet zones for studying. There are certain areas where food and cell phones are allowed. And ne'er the twain shall meet.

(As I am sitting behind the desk on desk duty, two patrons approach)
Patron 1: There are some people in the group study room that are being loud and disruptive. Cracking jokes and talking on cell phones. People are leaving because of the noise.
Me: Is this one of the small group study rooms?
Patron 2: No, this is on the fourth floor in the stacks, with the big signs that say "Quiet Area." There are, like, four tables with chairs around them. People are looking down from the fifth floor and shushing them.
P1: After you get off the elevator, they're at the front table when you walk through the double doors. Is there anything you could do?
Me: Absolutely.
P1: (As I get up and walk toward the elevator)I don't want to be racist, but we have a grad test tomorrow, and we can't study with all of the noise.
(!)

Upon entering the room, I saw one table with a group at it and the two farthest away tables had one person each seated at them. The group was 5 people, of whom 3 were African American, 1 was Latino, and 1 was Caucasian. I addressed the entire room, letting it be known that there had been complaints about noise, that this area was a quiet area and that there were areas of the library where groups could meet and discuss things more loudly.

How ridiculous is it that a library patron would fear a charge of racism for complaining about noise in THE LIBRARY?! I see a rampant fear in the South of the taint of accusation of racism. I don't pretend that prejudice does not exist and that ignorant individuals do not still hold to racial inequality. But I do know that these two patrons had no rational reason to fear any sort of accusation of racism when their complaint was based solely upon the rules of the library.

It kind of burns me up.

2 comments:

Cerabee said...

ditto, dude.

My first experience with racism @hometown occurred in 3rd grade. Being the new kid at school, I didn't know all the unwritten rules, and wandered over to the doubledutch jumprope crowd (who happened to be african american). When I asked if they would teach me to jump, they looked at me incredulously and told me to go play with the other white girls.

fwiw, I think the same weird suspicion of accusation norms apply re: sexism.

what an odd society we've created!

B. Nagel said...

Hey Cerabee.
Thanks for checking the blogness. There is a timidity that has been beaten into our collective society re: discrimination. I remember at one point reading the dictionary entry on "discrimination." Lo and behold, the first definition had nothing to do with race. That dictionary is not the end all, be all, but for one raised in the south where the word discrimination was synonymous with litigation, the definition was a revelation. ;-)

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